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Monday, 15 August 2011

A PIECE OF WORDS

I'm not a famous poet like Shakespeare or Tennyson. But I love writing poems tho' I'm perfectly bad at it. :)) I believe in one thing, ''bother not about others as long as you are doing something that you love the most''.
These are the 3 poems I wrote by myself. ENJOY =)


LONELY
When those days are escaping from us, 
this is when we would feel the whole world is crashing on us,
Like there's no more tomorrow,
Today is the last breathe of awakening,
They came, and passed us by, then they left,
without any sign of leaving,
Now, we are alone,
Again.



THE POSSESSION OF LOVE
I'm standing at the corner of the darkness,
staring at the sky hoping for a wishing star, 
to flash its bright light on me,
but,
It feels like the clock is ticking so fast,
racing over to get to the next seconds, minutes and hours,
too fast that im too tired to chase it away,
I'm looking up high above me,
and i see,
the sky is running away from the sun,
oh wait! they are too afraid that they'll miss the dawn,
stars are hunting over the moon,
but they are moving too fast like a flash of lightening,
but i realize, 
I'm still here waiting,
waiting for time to pass me by, 
every minute counts, everything is changing from days to days,
but I'm..
I'm still here waiting.


THE LIVING OF DEATH
Every moment with you,
it makes me feel so alive,
but when you're gone,
it feels like,
my whole body is being pushing hard into a dark, dirty,muddy water,
without a single chance of fighting back this unknown force,
I can't breathe,
my throat is contaminating with the dirts,
flowing down into my lungs, slowly creeping into my heart, 
right into my soul, 
I can feel it..too fast its moving into my vessels,
so hurt that i can't even scream...begging for another chance to live,
feeling like death is lying down on my body,
waiting to grasp my soul out,
this is when I see u there,
your smiles and your laughter and your stares,
brought back the memories that I once lost,
you came like a lightning, and now you are leaving me again?!
Noooo! You can’t leave me alone.. please don’t.. pleaseee…
I can't see,
Your shadow is fading far away,
Too far that I couldn’t reach,
I’m lying here,
Waiting for my last breathe to go,
7,6,5,4 seconds…… I’m dying,
You gave me life, now you’re taking it back in the most painful way,
That no human being can endure,
But I’m giving it away without any regret,
Because I know… my last breathe is only for you,
And only you.

-EMMANUR- 16/08/2011-8.17 A.M-

Sunday, 14 August 2011

TEARS, IDLE TEARS

ALFRED LORD TENNYSON POEM



Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, 

Tears from the depth of some divine despair 
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, 
In looking on the happy Autumn-fields, 
And thinking of the days that are no more. 

Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail, 
That brings our friends up from the underworld, 
Sad as the last which reddens over one 
That sinks with all we love below the verge; 
So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more. 

Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns 
The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds 
To dying ears, when unto dying eyes 
The casement slowly grows a glimmering square; 
So sad, so strange, the days that are no more. 

Dear as remembered kisses after death, 
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned 
On lips that are for others; deep as love, 
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret; 
O Death in Life, the days that are no more! 

I dunno what brings me to suddenly feel like reading Tennyson's..This is my fav after all.
Thank you for reading. It means a whole world to me.

Friday, 12 August 2011

Alone in the Morning... :(

Hulloooooo world! Here we go again! (I know this intro sounds a lil' bit annoying, but... Wateveeerrrrrr!) haha! Joking, people!

Well, its 5.14 a.m now, i'm eating bread with 'Serunding Daging' and drinking Hot Horlics+Milk. 
P/S--> if it ever appeared in your mind of 'what is Serunding Daging', then here is the explanation:: 
Its actually a dish served on usually Aidilfitri celebration( Muslim's celebration after 1 month of fasting). It is prepared by, tearing up the cooked beaf into small pieces, I mean.... REAAA....LEY SMALL PIECES! Then, re-cook the meat with a lil' bit of coconut milk. When it is almost dry, add up some fried spices, salt and sugar as muucchhhh as youuuuu like!
Take 5! I need to finish eating first! hehehe... 
Okies, back! now, its time to start fasting! FYI, its the 13th day of fasting for Muslims.. :))
I'm soooooo gonna get to the Land of Nod back! It means, i'm gonna sleep back dudes! haha! :p
Befooore that........ just feel like posting a video of a song lyrics by Taylor Swift- Story Of Us! 
This song totally reflects everything that happened in my life recently. Take note, when i say 'recently', it is much likely referring to something that made me cry soooo much a few months ago. :) 
ENJOY PEEPS! :))) 

Story Of Us





Thursday, 11 August 2011

Some lame snapshots! :))

7.59 a.m now.. and guess what? i haven't sleep! LOL! SOOoooOOI just feel like posting my pictures with my chinese friends! and.... Wallaaaah...




let's make tonight a show!

Duuhhh...It's 3a.m in the morning babyyh.. No Show actually peeps! I was thinking of a good title and this sentence crossed my mind just like a flash of lightning! OK fine... I know i might sound sooo friggin' mad right now.. but, it's 3 a.m! What do you expect?? As usual, my fav word of the day,'Wateveerrrrrr'.. haha!
This is the first time of me trying to be a Blogger. Don't even know what am I going to write here. LOL! Boredom brought me here and drove my fingers to the keyboard and starts to press on those letters on the keyboard and..... Whoa! i'm an official Blogger! ^^ Assignments finished! Now waiting for presentations on next week, meanwhile, guess blogging kinda a good way to blow off those B.O.R.E.D.O.M feelings away. *listening to Speechless by Lady Gaga-such a mind blowing-* aite, get back to blog, Emma! oopss.. my crazy house mate just sent me a msg in Facebook saying that she's gonna treat me McD!! O.M.G! My favourite Chicken Porridge! Ain't gonna miss the ''Best Porridge in the Whole-Wide-World!" Guess this is all for tonight, and for the starting! Loads more coming dudes and babes <3<3<3. HOOooooOOOray!! Finally,I'm a Blogger! Nighties World!

WHO AM I? ^^

Holla.. Como estas hoy..
Me, Po and Nana(my crazeyy house mate!) 
hurmm... what should I mumbling about myself eyy...
OoooKayy... This is obviously my first time of starting my 'career' as a blogger! please don't ask why.. because I don't do ''WHY''.. hehe
Lemme say sorry first if there's any grammatical error here and in my next nexttt posts coz' i guess, Nobody's Perfect? **peaceee**
My lOOoooOONg lOOooOONg name is--> NurunNa'imah Binti Mohd Ali
errr.. but u guys can call me Emma.. (I dunno why I use this name, actualleyy) ^^
Btw, do I talk loads? Nopeee... n I dunno sarcastic language.. nahh.. Its a big fat lie if I say I dunno at all! :P
I'm 19 and currently I'm studying in Multimedia University, Melaka, Malaysia, majoring in International Business. :))
I might be an emo girl for the whole of my life. People used to call me 'cry baby'? In this case, I guess I should agree with them. I cry loads.. I even cried when I watched Narnia in the Cinema. I mean.. what is there to cry in the movie? But I did after all.. soo yeah..
Sometimes, I feel like I always apologize to people even when I'm not wrong! Is this what people call, kind-hearted? hurmm...I dunno O.o
I'm a bit complicated.. There're friends who call me ' a perfectionist'? I dunno about this as well.
I'm soooooo concern about my study. I'm not a nerd. Its just... you know, I always be on the top of everybody tho' most of the times I don't really achieve what I aimed! :(( but ey.. Who careS? :)
Basically, I dunno much about myself.. What I'm tellin' and what I'm about to tell later are mostly based on what people say about me, not what I feel about myself..
Next...
Everybody has their bad sides, aite? So do I.. ]:-))
I curse.. like.. reaa...haleey curse! LOL
I always sing n sing n sing.. n eventually I kinda annoyed my room mate and house mates a lot..
I always talk openly about races thingies.. (I know it well that some people might think that this is bad and so racist, but being outspoken make me feel free!)

What else left huh? ooohh wait! The singers I like!
--> Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga, The Band Perry, Avril Lavigne, David Archuleta, Katy Perry, Rihanna, The Script, Jason Derulo, One Republic, Adam Lambert, Eminem! and... Big Time Rush!!! ok thats it.. i shouldn't continue some more..
What foods I like? hey hey.. look.. I'm just 36 kg.. What make you think that food is one of my fav things?? hahhaa... ooops.. I just revealed something that i shouldn't! :))
OK.. I should have stopped like.. 15 mins ago? but i didn't.. omg. I'm so sick with words!
goin' nowwwww...  byeeeee.. :))